SO yes, back from Queensland, it wasnt too bad. Movie world was awesome!!!! i got to shake Sylvesters hand *oh yeah*
Dad is still in Sydney until Monday, its going to be interesting having him back in the house. It kinda feels strained, and i hate it.

I wanted to update this journal but now ive started, i realise i really dont have much to say, so i will hand over the reins to the next person and i hope you are all well

damn it, did it again, sorry about the extra journals, i kept pressing enter instead of tabbing it

Well, mostly settled into our new house. Its a nice place so its good. Close to both of my jobs so im lucky, less travelling time

Christmas is nearly upon us and i wanted to wish all my watchers a very Merry Christmas, and i hope you all get what you wished for under the tree

Yes, so thats the news... but i spose i should carry on writing a journal so it should actually say something apart from a very cool title

Karl and i went to New Zealand for the 2 weeks which was abslutely amazing!!! Such a beautiful country and such beautiful people.
I got on so well with his family, i feel like its a home away from home and it was such a heavenly feeling having a new mum and family where there is no threats, or blackmail, no mind games, no abusive phone calls. I just wanted to stay there forever if dad and steph moved over.

I cried when we left and so did Mum and my new little brother and older sister who i adore

But yes, back to the engagement, i got asked at the base of a beautiful waterfall overlooking a perfect window of green wilderness. It was magical

im running short of time to continue, but i will write more later and celebrate

love to all
xoxoxo

Just thought id update again to keep any of you who read this posted

Not long till New Zelaland, a bit scary having never been anywhere and the huge looming fact i meet all of Karl's family within hours of landing for his sister Holly's 21st. So... i admit im damned nervous but very much excited... (and probably rather hyped by the time i get there, free drinks on the plane, hopefully a few energy drinks to keep me going and awake )

But yes, on other fronts, I have been working at Just Jeans now for a little over a month, afternoons and a few saturdays. I love it, being wher the store is, i know everyone having lived up here my entire life, so thoroughly enjoying it (but i think im starting to get over the fact of the new clothes, as we have to wear clothes from them that are in stock, as soon as it goes or gets sold, off to find new clothes ) So a fair bit of money goes into keeping up with fashion (i hate fashion )

But anywho, you get that

Hope all of you are well and happy

love to all xoxoxo

Just a little update to keep you all in the loop.

Things at work are gojng ok, rather hectic, but thankfully the holidays are over and things have a chance to settle down once again (and hoping i get a good interview with Just Jeans so i can get a couple extra hours a week )

Home life is having another calm before the storm since the police got involved, but i dont think the quiet will last too long (its been about a week now )

So yeah, but on the up and up, Karl and I finally have the chance to go back home to New Zealand (ok, he is going home, Im going to meet his parents.... its scary) Dad paid for the tickets since Karl, wont be able to get the lone till its too late, so we are paying him off, which is fine, im just happy to be able to get out and away where my mother cant reach and get me for 2 weeks. Now i worry about Dad having to take time off work to look after my sis, and worrying about something happening and i cant protect my family. But you get that, i gotta live my life for once and stop being a mother and actually act my age of 20 and have a little fun.

But yeah, ive now exhausted my talking for a bit, so i will let others take up the role

Hope your all doing ok

all the best